I went for an afternoon stroll today to perfect my silly walk further. Any walk can be a silly walk when sandals are involved. No socks though, that would not be quite as classy.
My stroll took me to a variety of places. I just grounded myself for a while when I was walking and now if I can't get a job at the 7-11 where my husband works, the lady said she would put in a good word for me at the Safeway next door.
This morning when I got the phone call saying I didn't get the job I thought it was like this big deal but then after some consideration, I came to the conclusion that I don't have to please others to live. I think what I will do is continue in the exact same manner I was going about it before but with one minor adjustment. This time around I will be happy for the time I have off because sooner or later someone will probably call me back and my leisurely (if slightly lonely) days will be over. Then there will be something new to look forward to.
What irony... a girl with DID who is lonely.
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BroMaynardG: When you grounded your self, did you listen to the wind blow?
(Apologies to Stairway to Heaven)
Freting is only good if you play a guitar.
This is a time when you HAVE to have a conversation with the "inner you". Decide upon your strengths and show them to the next interviewer you meet.
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I know we all have to sit down and have a conversation because nobody who lives inside my head is really having the best time right now and its messing up my clarity. I should go look for the Purple Unicorn inside me but it is suprisingly hard to get a moment with her.
They want out, I want them in, they want fireworks for Canada Day, I don't feel like taking them to see the fireworks. These are the things one must deal with when sharing headspace with children.
As long as Gabriel doesn't come back and land me in the psych ward. Although I am pretty sure we banished him for good.